For the past 23 years I have been a teacher in some capacity or another. The past few months I think is the longest stretch where I haven't taught since I was a teenager. So, every time I read James 3:1, it makes me cringe a little. I don't cringe because I don't want to believe it. I cringe because I know just how true it is. You not only face the daunting task of taming your tongue, but everything you say is magnified due to a forced audience.
I get queasy every time I think about the various improper things I have said in front of my students. I regret a lot and am often on the verge of despising myself for all of my many mistakes.
And yet, as I write this, I also know that I am actually a pretty good teacher. I do have a gift for explaining complex things in ways that others find easier to understand. But, I also know that I don't want to teach right now. I don't think I am in a place mentally or spiritually where I can adequately guard my tongue. I think this is the point of James 3:1. As a teacher, all the normal damage that can be done with your tongue is amplified.
So, what should be coming out of our mouth? I think the attributes of wisdom that James expresses in vv. 13-18 is a good start. I want to attain that kind of wisdom before I get back in front of a class of any kind.
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